I had ten days to get my apologies in before Yom Kippur. I had been told at Romemu by Rabbi David in his booklet that the apologies had to be heartfelt.
In saying that in all my years on earth, I do not remember one person ever apologizing to me. Noch! I thought about apologizing to the dopey bloke who broke my heart over a trivial nothing, for upsetting him to the point that he ended it. But should he not apologize to me, he skipped off scot free, whilst I wailed and sobbed for many a long night. If I apologize he would think me nuts and a stalker no doubt. So best left alone rather than compound damage. I settled on a nice note to my ex husband , not quite an apology but a heartfelt wish that he had a good year. I did not hear a squeak back, I never do, and maybe that is why we split. Still I had done something to ease my way into the fast and hopefully into His Allmighty's good Books or rather Book.
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